Half-awake...

Oh. Right. I'm home!

I'll be going home to the Philippines on Monday.
I'll be gone three weeks, so this is just a heads up for those who might just try to get in contact during it.

Time to take inventory.

Manga:
Need to return Tina's "Kill Me Kiss Me", "Juvenile Orion", and "Only the Ring Finger Knows"
KM2 was fun even if rushed for the end, and I still enjoy it for it's fashion. I'm still confused why the hell beating up pretty boy turned into reluctantly living with pretty boy. But it provides ambiguous (although bordering violent) gay friendship material so eh. Loved the last beatdown when anger management girl finally saw pretty boy hit like a bat outta hell plus the whole, three best fighters taking on an entire like neighbourhood of thugs.
Juvy Orion felt a little less like reverse harem manga considering the girl's power attracts all the special boys. Plus the psychic and eastern magic guys were really cute. Demon boy just got shirtless a lot. XD
Ring Finger was great. Although it made me wistful considering my own ring wearing tendencies. The surprise twist wasn't so much a surprise twist since you see it a mile away.

Lina's is "X2", "Tokyo Boys and Girls" and "Absolute Boyfriend"
X2's short stories were like really beautifully executed, and I like how it open-ended most endings. I think only the "hearing Mr. Perfect's thoughts" story slightly dissatisfied me, I think mostly cause he stays stupid of the fact at the end. And EWWW he drank the expired pop.
Tokyo BnG was incredibly refreshing from all the other girl caught between two loves manga. She knows what she wants, who she likes and she's fucking DECISIVE. Her girlfriend is stupid though. But her and the guy who likes her had that cute moment at the end that made up for it. Guy with obviously troubled past needs to grow a heart.
Absolute BF, just fun, what with a guy who tends to get naked a lot out of his own volition. I hope Lina gets the next one since I wanna see the chibi battle. And I spoiled myself again and read a further volume at the store. I know who she chooses after a while but dunno how it turns out what with difficulties and possibly more volumes not dealing with the new sealed couples tribulations but a switch to the other guy. XP

Going to sell Ragnarok back to Planet Hobby. Though sadly they're now using US price to gauge what they pay out. I can only assume they used the Canadian price before. The manga still interests me, but I feel like it's not worth what I pay for it. Chapters come and go too fast with very little actually happening or the transition being really off, maybe because panels are taken up by a lot of fighting and spell/skill effects. The teensy little cameos from FFTactics is cute, but hardly why I should buy a title.

Finished Hands Off! and it satisfies my ambiguous gay friendship quota, what with the rest of the cast seeing it, making fun of it, or being weirded out by it. What dissatisfies with the end is the memory loss attached to the psychic power dissapearing. Mostly because it makes assumptions the memory loss of the power still results in how the relationships between characters end up. I mean the f'? The pyschic ability is what allows some characters to be closer, and now were not given an explanation that the void left by the amnesia is filled with something else that results in that characters feelings changing the same way. It's just, he doesn't remember his power but he still feels what he feels before it was lost. Maybe it's supposed to be a disconnection of the mind's memories to the heart's memories. Or I'm overthinking. I also miss the episodic rhythm of the manga since the last few is all about the hidden enemy they have to overcome. Still love it though.

XXX-holic's volume 10 dissatisfies me in only one way and enjoy in every other way. I can live with my assumptions of Himawari-chan being from that guy after Syaoran and co. being wrong. But Watanuki's declaration of love in the romantic sense was just really sudden. I mean, yes you're kindness incarnate even with Doumeki really, and you care for people and people like manifestations, for things, and possibly slowly for other forms of life that have spirits like plants. But you just suddenly love Himawari for no reason given. No small revelation of deep feelings. You find out how tragic her life is then say "Love". It's almost like pity sex without the sex. Or maybe sympathy but that's still a bad basis. Maybe I'm just mad it's erasing the bl Yuuko seems to insinuate. Argh whatever, I love the little forays into the spirit world that cast reflections on what the human psyche is. Plus the progression for that fall was awesome.

Got Whistle! that soccer shounen manga which is of course boy love fodder, but I find I enjoy it for it's growing adolescent aspect and the soccer. Weird. Eh it warms my heart. Let's roll with it.

On the videogame front, I found Silent Hill 3, and I find I can actually play it more than 4. Some of it actually has me laughing, but so not fair that in the dream at the beginning, even if you make it past all the horrors you get killed by a fucking roller coaster. XD

Got Luminous Arc for DS which has a vaguely disguised dating sim aspect, but I find I'm enjoying it as an srpg and the character designs are much liked. Leon the fire element swordsman is basically that guy from Golden Sun though. He just happened to jump titles and develop a womanizing aspect which allowed him to be a gourmet critic in the new world. I hope the plans for Disgaea DS go through. That'd be sweet. And I've never described anything to be sweet in this context.

Borrowed Okami from Rian, but I slept the day away and haven't started yet. I should go eat for that matter. Anyway, he played a little bit while I watched and my gods and goddesses is this game pretty. I'm buying it at full price if I can find it. It's, it's, *incoherent*.
He also showed me Warriors Orochi and Dynasty Warriors something. I forgot it's subtitle or number for that matter. I really enjoy Gan Ning as man meat, but love Ling Tong as a fighter. And Ling Tong has Chun Li's attacks in Orochi which was hilarious. Spinning Bird Kicks all over the battlefield! YES.
He also started a file for Valkyrie Profile 2. I was sick of leveling up Arngrim for a special weapon so I lent the game to him. Hopefully he enjoys the gameplay as much as the story he played through so far.
Also lent Suiko 5. I dunno if he'd like what I perceived was a profusion of strong female characters or find their deference to the male lead subjugating. Maybe some slight misandry. I just hope Queen Arshtat's narrative destroys him. DESTROYS. Like it did me. *still tears up a little remembering it* ;A;

Hobby Commentary Done.

Good day to all. *moe girly pose* o3o~

Back from the table.
Four new holes, one that wouldn't stop bleeding for a while which stretched my no eating for the surgery from midnight last night to noon.
12 hours. XP

I don't think I can sit here at the keyboard for long periods of time.
I shall go bed it up and play stuff I haven't been able to due to classes.
Granted I should probably work on a project but not till I feel better. >_>

For those who care, and actually for nori-chu since I think she might like one of these, current playlist video game wise:

Persona 3 - Life sim where you play as a blue haired nameless teenager (his character sprite looks like a dollfie up close) and go through a Japanese school year while fighting the forces of darkness. Said forces are Shadows which only come out at night at the hidden hour after midnight called the Dark Hour. Only one dungeon which is a randomized tower whose floors are seperated into blocks with different wall designs only for each block, so kinda repetitive. Your party members are equipped with unique Persona, aspects of their personality manifested as demons, gods and monsters which give them their stats, elemental strengths and weaknesses as well as spells/skills. You being the main and molded by the player are able to house a lot of persona, and max out at being able to carry up to 12, so you can be ready for anything.
The life sim part is the real draw for me though. Time is separated into blocks, a good chunk of the morning blocks is set aside for school which happens automatically but sometimes has events that raise certain non-combat stats. After School is where it gets interesting. Wandering through the 6-7 different parts of the city, you are able to find and build relationships with people, each pertaining to a card from the Major Arcana, Persona being classified into the Arcana and receiving experience boosts from how many levels your friendship or relationship has grown to. Of these NPC's only five are dateable girls which doesn't classify it as a dating sim. Though I gladly would if you could date some of the guys. LEMME DATE EM JAPAN. DAMNIT. Anyway, initiating an event with these "Social Links" takes up the entire After School block of time which means SLinks can only be done daily even if a hangout session is just a really brief chat.
Each SLink has it's own story so it's very soap operatic and engaging when you find an interesting character you like. Evening is usually for raising one of two non-combat stats or scheduling a trip to the tower Tartarus for some fighting and simple, get to the next floor exploring, which is needed for the storyline bosses which pop up once a month.
Yes I am a Persona 3 salesman. Brainwashed. Yup yup.

Wild Arms 5:

Or Vth Vanguard as it is subtitled in Japan. This is an RPG that was the lovechild of fans of the series who actually work in the industry and were given free reign in creation. You play as the usual band of misfits banding together to save the world. But, kinda literally, since the alternate Filgaia's of each game (or the same filgaia viewed through very far apart time frames as some theorize) is always a dying planet. It's very Green Party now that I think on it.
It stars the justice savvy boychild Dean, the childhood friend in love with him Rebecca, mysterious girl at the heart of everything Avril (not Lavigne...but still, associations), vengeance seeking mancandy Greg, Lolishota Carol with an IQ, and tragic bishounen in ass-hugging pants Chuck.
The battle mechanic called the HEX system features a strangely strategy RPG flavour, since all combatants are stuck onto a field made out of seven hexagons and must move adjacent or across from the enemy to attack. Characters and monsters can group together on a single hex but cannot enter a hex occupied by an opponent. Monsters hit hard so it's almost necessary to have the game fill the HP bar after every encounter. The MP bar keeps on depleting though so spells are used with caution in dungeons. The HEX system gives the old turn-based battles a twist that keeps you on your toes incase you make a mistake.
But, I have to admit, though it's a fun game, it won't rock the world of all. I'm a fan so I love it, but I can't honestly recommend it to anyone. At least not as a commitment of actually buying.

Animal Crossing: Wild World
...wanna fight about it? It's a fun little game where you don't actually have to do anything. It's Harvest Moon without the harem and rivals and the deadlines. It's strangely relaxing, unless one of the neighbours challenges you to a find a bug/fish/fossil contest and your competetive and you fully realize most everything in the game is randomized for the most part.
I need something I can just do whatever with I think.

I'm going in for surgery tomorrow.
Gallstones, of which I think Lina has experienced.
Apparently that's what that month jumping pain thing I've had for the past few years is.

It's frustrating since I've gonna be going over that 3 day restriction for absences at the ALC.
Meaning I might have to drop the courses I'm taking at the moment.
It was just supposed to be a doctor's appointment which apparently was a consultation with a surgeon, which led to another day being scheduled for pre-surgery tests and bam, surgery next week, thursday. The form they gave to get ready for it says 4 weeks for the pre-surgery tests but since rescheduling a surgery is apparently pretty hard, I was given a week to do everything.

Anyway, this is such a look at me entry. XP
But maybe I'm also just a teensy bit worried and want you people to know how I am.
Probably both.
OVERANALYSIS!
OVERANAL!

Playing Persona 3.

So addicting.

Forgot eating thing.

God I want to marry this game.

*twitch*

Oh, and I'm alive. At the moment.

I'm totally posting right now just to say a resounding "Nyah!" in Rian's direction.

I would have posted one! I would! Possibly once I realize that a week has passed already. Which it...*checks*...has. SHUT UP. D:

( DAY OF FRIES~ )

( Man Saturday afternoon felt kinda wasted )

( Final day??? )

Never got a chance to take pictures so nada here.

That's basically my weekend.
...XDDD
Me and Jason are still sad we never actually visited Yaoi North. Damn...one of us needs to be more assertive.
God this took long.
I don't think I wanna write about Monday and Tuesday. Too long. =_=~

You Internet shall get my con report later. When I'm motivated.

It was awesome stupid.
Most likely stupid at the end. I dunno. I regret it, but I'd still do most of it. Except possibly that thing. Cause like. It was so not cool. And now people have joke material to pick on me with if they are so ever inclined to.
I really hope I'm not that way. I needed a pick me up after that meal, and then I left then horrible night's sleep missing it, went back then stupidville in the early morn.
But awesomeville just before I left them foreign devils to go back home to the land of Prince Edward.

Aggghhh...oh yeah, cryptic. That's how I roll mah bitches~ <3

I spent 15 minutes today sitting infront of two people who criticized my head out loud for half of that bus trip.
I have a big head.
I always complain about the inability to wear hats.
Getting the back of my head told how big my head is, is rude.
I really really wish I was the confrontational type since I was itching to just turn around and spit out "Y'know talking behind someone's back isn't supposed to be this literal." Instead I just ignored them cause I'm a passive agressive pansy.
I'm not sure but maybe they assumed I was deaf or didn't speak english. Which is just horrible to people who are if they ever get near anyone like this.
I'm actually not mad. I'm just really really...well...I can't think of a good enough word so I'm 'astonished' I guess that someone doesn't have enough restraint to at least wait till they leave the bus to complain how the short asian geek who sat infront of her had a really big head.
She wasn't addressing me. She was just loudly telling her friend. I'm actually more mad I didn't just tell them to shut up, except nicer to induce guilt or embarassment, which I think wouldn't have happened anyway.
Huh. They weren't even stupid thuggy guys like the stereotypical movie bully. It was a short girl of indeterminate ethnicity and an east asian Indian guy. Kinda average so they could've been anything, and also loud and rude.

Gods I'm dwelling. But...I knew people could be callous, but this?

Reminds me of when someone sat on my leg and refused to move. But at least he wasn't some total stranger. o_O

Haha. I found this video of a guy dancing like last week through my wanderings into the net. He was a guy who entered a "dance-like-a-popstar" type of thing for the artist Lee Hyori, and was the only guy. And WON.
I shared it with Jayshun, and now he's stalking any filmed footage of the poor guy.
I thought I'd share here too just cause he's so fun to watch. I think he actually turns me a little bit straight. So weird. XDDD



Nicknamed male Hyori, he's apparently straight with a very lucky girlfriend. This wasn't the contest but I liked Brian Joo so I'm linking this instead. XDD;;
And shut up to those who've seen this. If Rian can have Rain as a guil-...no wait, hilarious pleasure, this is mine. Oh Korea. XDDDD;;;;;;

Last time in Life:

"We're not gonna make it!"
"This blizzard is too fierce."
"You're not the boss of me, and if I can't kill Montez, I'll just find one who can."
"We...we are brothers. HOW COULD THIS BE!?"

Life Book Twenty, Chapter Three: Toronto

-Watched too much Avatar for three days straight. Mind warped and doing recaps that never happened. @_o-
Hmn...2 more episodes and I'm done Book of Earth.
Also JET/ZUKO OTP. D:
"Hey baby, I dig that scar, wanna join my freedom fighters~?"
"Oh God, you're Fire Nation! Must kill! But so hot! *fights* We are so having angry angry sex after this...you know if I hadn't been captured by the Dai Lee hypnotized then DIE via rock to the face."

-Last week on the tenth they finally took out this thing in my leg, a cyst apparently the size of a corn kernel. the incision's stitched close but I aggravated it last monday walking in TO. It's gross. Not as gross as Dani keeping on trying to get me touch her cyst which is apparently bouncy. Dude, we're on the sidewalk and it's like what the heck is that guy feeling her up? XP

-Highlights of TO:
*I came too early cause the last express from meadowvale is like 8:30 something, so bus, subway end up there an hour and half early.
*Rian invited me into OCAD and we watched an episode of Korean Full House which is this romantic comedy drama featuring Korean Justin Timeberlake but hotter Bi Rain, who apparently has to take his shirt off once an episode and throw it in frustration. He's got nice man bewbs so it's a good watch. And in concert/video he is so fucking slutty. GOD. You people need to just like see him perform and it'd be like "WHAT A SLUT" XDDD
*Anyway, met up with Tina and Dani, then went to Chinatown for a trip to Anime Xtreme or something to that effect. On the way someone, probably a girl or a really effeminate gay guy shouted behind me "If you're gay, you're hot!" but I didn't turn around cause I'm all nervous and stuff and it probably wasn't directed at me, but I kinda wish it was cause you know, boost to ego and junk.
*Got Suikoden III Vol. 4, this manga is awesome, and a ring with the Robin insignia cause Rian is bad for my money. SHUT UP. I'LL GET IT. ;3; *cuddles Robin ring* If I put it on my index finger I'm a pinky away from being half a James Brown or whoever it is that had like 10 rings a finger each. So GAY.
*Went to East again, and ordered something different from fried rice finally. Told Tina the tales of how we all essentially met since she was the latest addition. And how hot some guys we knew were. Dani and Tina just turn me into a teenage girl, I swear. XP
*Went down to a Foot Locker on Queen and met up with ze above girls friends, of whom I forget both their names...I'm bad.
*I got to pick the next destination which was Eaton center since I wanted to check if the EB there had Suikoden III, nope it didn't have it. which is when Dani became totally awesome, up there with god and said she'd give me hers. I need to get her presents. PRESENTS. *giddy*
Hope she doesn't forget cause I'm a wuss at asking. ;.;
*We also found Roxas armbands. We geeked out and shunned Tina cause she does not understand our Roxas lurve. It was sold as a pair so Dani got one and I got the other. Tee hee. Roxas~
*About the time we were making our way back and everybody was stopping to look through Ardene's my stitches started to twinge pain so I got babied to a seat in the food court where Ramune was brought out and apparently the liquid part was carbonated instead of the marble doing the carbonation or something so all four exploded. It was peach. I still prefer the original flavour one which is just bubblegum. Apparently Danina the unholy amalgam bought yan yan, panda cookies and pocky so we pigged out on those. The yan yan sticks had little fortunes on them and the funniest were the vanilla ones. The strawberry ones just said like "Duck Go for a swim". *shun*
I got the second packet of the men's pocky when we parted ways there...which I just remembered so still exists. Mmmm....pocky.
*So home home home and death sleep. My leg wound got worse I think though. x.x
*I think today the two girls are off in Korea Town wherever that is so I'm envious. I'd end up broke if I went though. ;3;

Happy V-day everyone.

Wish you all warmth and safety.

Every several months though technically it's only happened twice, I spend a night in complete agony, not able to sleep or lie down, or stand still for even a second.
It's this pain in my abdomen, usually worse underneath either side of my ribcage.
Moving relieves the pain a little, but it tends to move to somewhere to my side, or to my back so I twist and everything returns wanes then returns.
Pacing helps with constant movement of my midsection and at times I'll feel desperate enough to vomit cause I'm suspecting it's stomach acid.
Not really sure. The doctor couldn't find anything wrong with me the morning after the first time but I suspect it's either A)Stomach acid because it seems to affect that area only and settling in any position makes it feels like my stomach fluid is obeying gravity and causing pain where it may lay B)Muscle pain since the pain is sometimes relieved by stretching, relaxing or well usually not contracting the muscles C)Or my nerve endings are whacked in my back and affecting my front via spine.
It settled down at 3 in the morning after an advil, two tylenols and some tums.
I really hate these nights. XP

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On the hobby front, a friend got me hooked on Air Gear so I'm looking for volume two. I really wish I could roller blade but I lack balance or control. So I shall live vicariously through manga. And that was an awesome first fighting use of a Gear by Ikki. My smile just bloomed when I realized what he was taking it off for.
In revenge I got him hooked on Suikoden 3 of which I need vol. 4. The castle owner is just adorable, and I died laughing at the part where they subdue a soldier. I was like, "They just killed a man. AWESOME." but it turned out it was just a sleeper hold or something and they let him go after he woke up. And Geddoe's band is the best ever. XDDD
I read Legal Drug 1 via Bri and liked it, Rian had Legal Drug 2 of which inside one of the jobs had the Moon Urn's origin before it ended up with Yuuko and I liked it even more. Then the summary for 3 already had the boys pretending to be gay at an all boy's school so I petty much have to marry that damn thing and make sweet love to it. Plus there was essentially cosplay in 2 that was funny as hell and mister seme actually admitted the other guy looked good in a school girl uniform. Sue me, I haven't committed their names to memory yet. Also, was that girl they got the uniform from another series character? Seems to be some more to her and her sensei's story.

I got Disgaea 2 and Wild Arms 3 for my birthday. Disgaea is all FFTactics plus stuff and less angst! I like it. But the developers were just cruel and made Adell "not like girls" then made clear he and Rozalin end up together in the opening movie. So cruel. I'm a sucker for a guy with a big tie. XDDD
Plus they keep repeating the same lines whenever they get to plot stuff.
"I promise!"
"What a fool! I shall kill him!"
"That's just my style!"
"I am the daughter of Overlord Zenon/Why are you keeping your promise to me the daughter of Overlord Zenon?/etc."
When they're being funny, awesome.
When they're being serious...what the hell? We got these character points ages ago. Your class is even Zenon's Child. RAWRGH. DX
And I wanna recruit Axel but the game made him a mini-boss thing. He's so cute and deluded. ;3;

Wild Arms 3 is essentially 1 and 2 in that it seems to be in the future and Filgaia still doesn't end up very well, since now there're no oceans, in the normal sense. The towns are even smaller now with less people which reinforces that distopia but not really feeling. Yeah yeah the world is dying even more and fewer people can survive without being Dream Chasers/Mercs/Drifters, but it feels like a cop out.
Plus the field design is a little difficult, WA1 was fully overhead view, WA2 had the walls dissapear so you could see stuff without having to turn, but WA3 sometimes blocks your view that even an angle change can't fix.
I'm enjoying it nonetheless though, currently at a puzzle that's going to drive me nuts trying to solve. It's a timed one essentially and I suck at those. XP

Also finished KH2 on easy mode. RIKU STOP POSING. It's like Nomura caved and just made Riku a sex god for the fan girls without any explanation for why the hell he keeps standing like that.
Don't get me wrong, I like the view, but what the hell?
Sora's adorable~ but Roxas is still cooler looking than you Sora. COOLER LOOKING THAN YOU. *misses*
They spend hours endearing me to Roxas then *yank!* Summer vacations over! Over! You look better on a skateboard Rox!
Oh oh oh and I almost forgot, Riku's a dick. He kept stealing Roxas stuff and making him emo. I get the Munny pouch but the trophy crystal? DICK.
I keep wondering what Disney plots they used for some of the worlds I'm sure were in KH1 since they seem to be using the first movie plots this time around. Except Alladin's world.
I really need to buy that.
Now for KH2 on Proud Mode to see the secret mewvie. Cause screw Jimminy's journal, I'm not finishing all that. >_>
Time to die several times at the hands of Xigbar and Xaldin. XP

Let's have a rundown of my holidays so far.

( On the something day of Christmas? )

I don't have a holiday icon so have Nightwing hitting on you with the Batmobile.

Tommorow I'm gonna be getting a PS2 finally. Sony whore that I am.
I've spent the past few days looking at what game to get and found my taste runs series wise. Like, games for the PS I've previously experienced and with elements I liked. And again I'm snubbing FF purely on it's popularity. Though not it's character artist, at least I think it's the character artist.
I like his KH style so I wanna get that. And the sequel to Brave Fencer has his design too. And I'll probably move on from my FF self-ban for XIII which is in the style. Probably, well, maybe not, cause my mother's eye will be twitching.
Rian, I may get Valkyrie cause I don't think this time around I have to throw my characters up to Valhalla so I get to keep my favorites. I shall drag my system over and play with you, if ever the oppurtunity arises...or if I get the game. I'm still torn on what to get that won't dissapear the next time I can buy something again. o3o-
Edit: No wait, you get random einherjars, I wanna get the pretty boys. ;3;
Or maybe Disgaea 2, I like the main character design and the intended love interest, however grating the whole mysterious-girl-with-connections-to-the-evil-boss premise is, is still a fucking princess with a gun. BOOM. D:<
Plus you can form a human tower and totally beat an enemy senseless vertically! 8D
Or or or or, Suikoden, any of 'em, except maybe 4. 108 characters. 108. I WANNA FILL YOUR CASTLE BABY. *froth* ~~~D:

Ugh. I'm too wired to sleep normally. *twitchtwitch*

( Life: )

( Interests: )

I think I forgot why I wanted to post all this. Aside from interesting people in some things. And writing my mood out. Maybe to have something new posted? Bah, whatever I'm done for now.

Title: Ripper
Warnings: PG-13?
Summary: A small scene I've had in my head awhile about my little imaginary universe. A reflection, forgive the pun, on the reflections on mirrors. Also I'm gross~

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( Incident )

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( Further drabble... )

...who the hell keeps calling me?

Technically it's my fault for always forgeting to carry the cel with me into the other room, but could they at least try another venue? Home phone? E-mail?

I will twitch if it's that family or something again who keeps thinking my number is some guy named Marcus's...or some other m name, they've heard "wrong number" twice, won't be right the third time. -_o

DX

*flail*

Pride virgin, no more. It took me a whole days sleep to get over how exhausting the weekend was.

( Weekend )

Nyuu...I wanna go finish Ling Tong's story, and start mr. pirate's one. ;3;

Ne, I've taken too long to do a write up for AN06, and frankly I still don't feel much like doing some heavy duty writing.
So you get treated to my meager picture collection. :P
I didn't really take pictures of cosplays, I feel too invasive asking someone to pause a second to get flashed, so to speak, so most are friends pics. It was hard getting a picture of bata's face btw. GODDAMIT YOU'RE PRETTY. I'm gay, trust me to be objective. D:<

Anyway, nothing in chronological order, I renamed everything so yeah, I go by order of how it's in photobucket.

( Clickclick! )

And that is done. I go back to RO and yeah.

EDIT: I forgot to add this.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=qlyZTcw2Gfg

Why has no one ever told me I sound like a bad dub? XDDD;;;